Dear, Gryffin.
How's there? Are you alright?
I've been thinking about you in the last few weeks. I've missed you.
Hehehehehe.
I write this letter because want you to know that I found a lot of beautiful things in my days since I left you behind.
Oh, sorry.
But yes, I should left you all behind.
For the sake of my days ahead, I have to leave you that time. It is not because of your fault, and not because of I doesnt love you anymore. No.
But you know you are my biggest weakness, so I have to let me be by throwing away my weaks for the time that I don't know.
And it is not forever, because you know too, how proud I am to be your friend.
Since the day I called you Gryffin, thats the day when I decided to never left you though you yourself have never look back of what you've been through and that name will be forgotten as soon as the newest comes.
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Dear, Gryffin.
On the way here, I found a different form of you that called me friend.
They treated me better than you, I suppose.
I'm being more confidence and more valuable here, and I'm so happy.
There are 21 people, which is about a half time less than you. But numbers will just be numbers.
"Kuliah rasa SMA," they said.
You both are alike, but still have some differences. And they have no name.
Although they have no name, they are braver than you, I suppose.
They have me like a family should be.
But still, the one that appears on my mind whenever I have such beautiful times is you. And I still compare them to you, actually.
And the result is always the same.
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Aha, Gryffin!
I forgot to tell you an important thing!
I still have your wings in my days.
You have two wings, right? I have them all.
The one who still with me, and the other one is new.
That wings which tell me how to fly.
That one wing which show me how beautiful sky is.
And that one wing which show me the world is much better when we see it together.
That one is right, and treat me better than before.
You must've known him tho.
And my days being more and more happy all the time because of that.
Thanks to you, for being Gryffin for us.
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Dear Gryffin,
I knew you'll still be there.
The now and future might be mystery, but you will always be you.
That is what I know.
And that's why, I've never afraid being forgotten because of you that will never change.
Thankyou for always be there, watching through the time passed. Being a place to be looked back whenever things get worse.
I'm sorry for all of my mistakes, for making you as my weakness that I have to leave.
But after all, I am proud we did exist.
Olldry Tiara M.
Batu, November 20, 2017
After 1.5 years passed.
